The Ballad of Reading Gaol: I

  1. The Ballad of Reading Gaol
  2. II
    • He did not wear his scarlet coat,
    • For blood and wine are red,
    • And blood and wine were on his hands
    • When they found him with the dead,
    • The poor dead woman whom he loved,
    • And murdered in her bed.
    • He walked amongst the Trial Men
    • In a suit of shabby gray;
    • A cricket cap was on his head,
    • And his step seemed light and gay;
    • But I never saw a man who looked
    • So wistfully at the day.
    • I never saw a man who looked
    • With such a wistful eye
    • Upon that little tent of blue
    • Which prisoners call the sky,
    • And at every drifting cloud that went
    • With sails of silver by.
    • I walked, with other souls in pain,
    • Within another ring,
    • And was wondering if the man had done
    • A great or little thing,
    • When a voice behind me whispered low,
    • “That fellow’s got to swing.”
    • Dear Christ! the very prison walls
    • Suddenly seemed to reel,
    • And the sky above my head became
    • Like a casque of scorching steel;
    • And, though I was a soul in pain,
    • My pain I could not feel.
    • I only knew what haunted thought
    • Quickened his step, and why
    • He looked upon the garish day
    • With such a wistful eye;
    • The man had killed the thing he loved,
    • And so he had to die.

    • Yet each man kills the thing he loves,
    • By each let this be heard,
    • Some do it with a bitter look,
    • Some with a flattering word,
    • The coward does it with a kiss,
    • The brave man with a sword!
    • Some kill their love when they are young,
    • And some when they are old;
    • Some strangle with the hands of Lust,
    • Some with the hands of Gold:
    • The kindest use a knife, because
    • The dead so soon grow cold.
    • Some love too little, some too long,
    • Some sell, and others buy;
    • Some do the deed with many tears,
    • And some without a sigh:
    • For each man kills the thing he loves,
    • Yet each man does not die.
    • He does not die a death of shame
    • On a day of dark disgrace,
    • Nor have a noose about his neck,
    • Nor a cloth upon his face,
    • Nor drop feet foremost through the floor
    • Into an empty space.
    • He does not sit with silent men
    • Who watch him night and day;
    • Who watch him when he tries to weep,
    • And when he tries to pray;
    • Who watch him lest himself should rob
    • The prison of its prey.
    • He does not wake at dawn to see
    • Dread figures throng his room,
    • The shivering Chaplain robed in white,
    • The Sheriff stern with gloom,
    • And the Governor all in shiny black,
    • With the yellow face of Doom.
    • He does not rise in piteous haste
    • To put on convict-clothes,
    • While some coarse-mouthed Doctor gloats, and notes
    • Each new and nerve-twitched pose,
    • Fingering a watch whose little ticks
    • Are like horrible hammer-blows.
    • He does not feel that sickening thirst
    • That sands one’s throat, before
    • The hangman with his gardener’s gloves
    • Comes through the padded door,
    • And binds one with three leathern thongs,
    • That the throat may thirst no more.
    • He does not bend his head to hear
    • The Burial Office read,
    • Nor, while the anguish of his soul
    • Tells him he is not dead,
    • Cross his own coffin, as he moves
    • Into the hideous shed.
    • He does not stare upon the air
    • Through a little roof of glass:
    • He does not pray with lips of clay
    • For his agony to pass;
    • Nor feel upon his shuddering cheek
    • The kiss of Caiaphas.
  1. The Ballad of Reading Gaol
  2. II